Martyrs

Well the other day was a feast day of Sts Peter and Paul..Since they're martyrs it got me to thinking about the kind of faith one would have to have to die for God..I'll be honest-I don't think I could ever do it. I'd probably run away, then of course feel guilty for it. Well I cant even begin to think of the kind of love and faith one would have to have in order to be willing to give their entire self for God, and in many cases the death wasnt without torture. I guess in many respects its not so much the love for God, but its the strength and selflessness that the love of God provides for one that helps them to do that...Wow..Well, hopefully I won't be subject to martyrdom anytime soon becuase that would really suck.